Issues.

I'm sick of fighting with the boy. He's not exactly over the moon that I'm going to Europe, even if it is only for 6 weeks. I know once I'm gone it will feel like I haven't seen him in forever and I'll miss him. But he chose not to come. Also, he needs to remember that I'm not leaving HIM. If you know what I mean? We're not breaking up I'm not running away I'm just going on a holiday. I guess it doesn't really help that I'm going with my best friend and that they don't get along. But, look at it this way- worse could happen than me going on a holiday.

I guess it all really stems from his parents both being in the army and as much as his mother stayed with them when they were younger and stopped working actively, his father did still. They also moved around a lot. He's lives alllllll over the world. Mostly London.
He contemplated moving back for a year because he misses it there. Furthermore he asked if I'd come with him. Not too sure what to do about that. As far as he is concerned, when people leave, they just leave. Right now, his dad is away- something army related. But he just got up and left (usually for months at a time) without any warning. He lives with me so it's not like he goes home ever night and he just didn't bother going to say goodbye. I think he's a bit nervous that I won't come back and if I do I would have had such an experience there that I won't want to be with him anymore. It's getting a bit frustrating, I hate that I feel guilty for going and I hate that he's fighting the urge to ask me to stay.